Home Day #3

the 3rd day..i staying at home..
it's 5.37am now..and im just bored..
while listening to the music..like “雨爱”, i got no idea why these music turned my mood down..
and made me thought of so many things..
well..recalled on what i've done today..it's nothing..

woke up around 1 something...and thought that there would be a outing today..and when Auntie Evelyn called me and asked , i told her that im going out..well..i really thought that im going out lol..but..after all i just noe that everyone is busy with their own stuff..and all i gonna do right now is get my driving license 1st..be4 i trying to get anyone for outing again..o well..i will get it..but not right now..well..might take about 1 month or so..and i really hope that the uncle can arrange the date for practical asap..

oh well..we just didn't meet for about 1 week..but i feel our friendship is gradually growing distant..argh..maybe i should try not to bother others..seriously..it's always better to count on urself..than asking for others..ok good..luckily i get the idea before it's too late..and definitely i will done it on someday..

well..getting tired although i took a nap from 8 to 10 just now..lates in midnite doesn't sound good tbh..yeah..it's true that u always alone in the midnight..but u will be lonely as well..and i freaking hate the feel of being lonely..so i will try to wake up early and sleep early as well..and not having a different lifestyle with others..

good night everyone <3 Ciao~