Speechless.

Ok..whatever it is..im just god damn speechless now, otherwise i wouldn't choose to write out at here.

1st : car got stolen
so fucking emo sia..whole car, park at outside also can get stolen..speechless.

2nd : mum and sis quarreling
starts from a normal conversation inside car, mum kisiao, whole house kena,no one's safe.

3rd : Marketing
lecturer gonna whin hard about his homework, now in this critical moment, i where got mood go think about that.

Only 1 thing make me feel successful, is that i got my dear behind me -.- otherwise can go suicide d.......wdffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
so fucking speechless seriously..i dono what to say d..EMO

Thought everything was fine today, just gonna be another normal day. but nothing's good after 3.49P.M. today..find bo car..ki che kong..then realized car was stolen..damn emo d..somehow saw my dear's smile..that did seriously cheered me up..
ok..car stuff solved? considered gua..
inside car..convo with mum and sis..just because of some complains we made..
Sis complained about money , i complained about money, mum mad becuz of money.
everything also becuz money..this world is ruled by the evilnish money..WDFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

ok..got this wish badly.
I hope 1 day, i woke up, i'm grown, an adult, a working style adult, not a teenager style mia. woke up , work , finish work, pak tor, sleep.
when im capable for all these things, i wouldn't have to worry for all these nonsense,
BUT.......how far is this dream distant from me?...
and seriously i wouldn't want it come so soon..but i want it come so soon..so wdf i got in my mind rite now?
AMBIVALENT!!!!!! YES , it's AMBIVALENT!
FUCK MY LIFE PLEASE.